Relevant paintings: "Blossoming Almond Tree," Vincent van Gogh [Enlarge]
"The Red Vineyard," Vincent van Gogh [Enlarge]
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Dear Mother,
I intended to answer your letter many days ago, but I could
not bring myself to write, as I sat painting from morning to
evening, and thus the time passed. I imagine that, like me,
your thoughts are much with Jo and Theo: how glad I was when
the news came that it had ended well: it was a good thing that
Wil stayed on. I should have greatly preferred him to call the
boy after Father, of whom I have been thinking so much these
days, instead of after me; but seeing it has now been done, I
started right away to make a picture for him, to hang in their
bedroom, big branches of white almond blossom against a blue sky.
I thank you very much for the news about Cor, don't forget
to give him my regards when you write him. I suppose you will
be back in Leyden by now. These last days we have had rather
bad weather here, but today it was a real spring day, and the
fields of young wheat, with the violet hills in the distance,
are so beautiful, and the almond trees are beginning to blossom
everywhere.
I was rather surprised at the article they wrote about me.
Isaäcson wanted to do one some time ago, and I
asked him not to; I was sorry when I read it, because it is so
exaggerated; the problem is different - what sustains me in my
work is the very feeling that there are several others doing
the same thing I am, so why an article on me and not on those
six or seven others, etc.?
But I must admit that afterward, when my surprise had passed
off a little, I felt at times very much cheered by it;
Compared with
other prices, also those in Holland, this is little, but
therefore I try to be productive to be able to go on working at
a reasonable cost. And if we have to try to earn our bread with
our hands, I have to make up for pretty considerable expenses.
The letter from you and Wil has just arrived, many thanks for
it; I'd have written you before, but as I said, my head felt so
little like writing because of rather hard work.
Now I am strongly inclined to take advantage of my good luck
in selling this picture by going to Paris to visit Theo. And
thanks to the physician here, I shall leave feeling calmer and
healthier than when I came. Trying how it goes outside a
hospital is perhaps only natural.
Though work may perhaps be more difficult when I am free
again.
Well, let's hope for the best. It is curious that my friend
with whom I worked for some time in Arles should want to go to
Antwerp, and that way I should be a little nearer to all of
you. But I am afraid this is not quite practicable, also
because I think it would be more expensive, and when one is
used to the climate here, perhaps one's health might not be
able to stand being back in the North. But I will begin by
trying it a few weeks in Paris.
An embrace in thought.
Your loving Vincent
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The “Red Vineyard,”, bought
by Miss Anna Bock.
At this time, Vincent was 36 year oldSource: Vincent van Gogh. Letter to His Mother. Written c. 20 February 1890 in Saint-Rémy. Translated by Mrs. Johanna van Gogh-Bonger, edited by Robert Harrison, number 627. URL: https://www.webexhibits.org/vangogh/letter/20/627.htm.
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