Paris, 22 July 1890 1
My dear Vincent,
Jo has sent your letter, which followed us to Holland, to me
and I have read it with a little surprise 2. Where
did you see these violent domestic quarrels? That we were very
tired by these interminable preoccupations on the subject of
the future of us all, yes, that with this affair vis-a-vis the
house, about which I am unsure if it is in my own best
interest, yes, but truly I don't see these intense domestic
quarrels that you talk about. Was it the discussion with Dries?
Certainly I had hoped to see a bit more audacity in him in
undertaking something, but he is like that and there is no
reason to break with him. Is it perhaps, but I really do not
believe it, that you consider it an intense domestic quarrel
when Jo asked you not to put the Prévost 3 up
where you wanted to hang it? She did not mean to hurt you with
this and would certainly have preferred that you leave it there
rather than anger you. Her child preoccupies her too much for
her to have much time to think about paintings and no matter
that she sees things better than she used to, she does not
always understand what the painting means. No, if it was this
trifling matter, I tell you to stop it because it is not worth
worrying about. I hope, my dear Vincent, that your health is
good, and since you say that you write with difficulty, and
don't talk about your work I am a little afraid that there is
something troubling you or not going right. In this case drop
in to see Dr. Gachet, he will give you something to make you
feel better. Give me your news as soon as possible. Last
Tuesday [15 July] I took Jo and the child to Leiden and stayed
there until Thursday. Mother is well, a little older, but she
was so happy to see her little boy and it was fun to see her
pick him up and how happy it made her. Wil is also fine and was
very kind to us. Jo stayed there [again?] for a day after I
left and then she went on to Amsterdam, where she is now. I
hope that everyone tries a little not to be so tired, but that
everyone gets a little rest, we all need it for it is a duty I
assure you.
Unfortunately, the weather there, as it is here, is
unsettled, with the result that she cannot get much fresh air,
nor can the child either. I think that if it were possible she
wants to return home sooner than we had planned, but on the
other hand it is good that she likes her home here more than
her parent's house. I will be very happy when she returns
because the house is so empty! And the little one misses me
too. Our lives, justified by this child, are so closely linked
that you do not have to fear that a small difference of
opinion, if you saw any, would cause any rift that would be
difficult to reconcile. Therefore, don't think about it any
more. My travelling in Holland has done me good, and has given
me a lot of rest, which I really needed. Hope the health is
good. Enclosed I send you 50-fr. - write to me quickly and
believe me your brother who loves you,
Theo
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Theo said (T41) that he was leaving for Leiden on
Tuesday 15th July 1890, from there he was going
to Mesdag on Wednesday and then on to Antwerp; he would be
gone about eight days. Thus he should have been back in
Paris on the 23rd or 24th of the
month. Since this letter is dated Tuesday the
22nd, and is obviously written in Paris, he must
have returned sooner than he expected.
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In view of what Theo says of this letter, it cannot be
reconciled with any of Vincent's existing letters. Letter
651 is obviously in reply to this one, and the previous
letter to Jo and Theo, 649, of about the 10th
July, does not mention any “violentes querelles
domestiques” [violent domestic quarrels].
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In letter 648 Vincent says that the paintings owned by
him and Theo of other artists, stored at Tanguy's,
including the Prévost, were “going to ruin
there.”
At this time, Vincent was 37 year oldSource: Theo van Gogh. Letter to Vincent van Gogh. Written 22 July 1890 in Auvers-sur-Oise. Translated by Robert Harrison, edited by Robert Harrison, number . URL: https://www.webexhibits.org/vangogh/letter/21/T41a.htm.
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