Dear Theo,
You must not take it amiss if I write you again - it is only
to tell you that painting is such a joy to me.
Last Saturday night I attacked a thing I had been dreaming
of for a long time. It is a view of the flat green meadows,
with haycocks. It is crossed by a cinder path running along a
ditch. And on the horizon in the middle of the picture the sun
is setting, fiery red.[Painting lost]
[Sketch of the work drawn here.]
I cannot possibly draw the effect in such a hurry, but this
is the composition.
But it was purely a question of colour and tone, the variety
of the sky's colour scheme - first a violet haze, with the red
sun half covered by a dark purple cloud which had a brilliant
fine red border; near the sun reflections of vermilion, but
above it a streak of yellow, turning into green and then into
blue, the so-called cerulean blue; and then here and
there violet and grey clouds, catching reflections from the
sun.
The ground was a kind of carpetlike texture of green, grey
and brown, but variegated and full of vibration - in this
colourful soil the water in the ditch sparkles.
It is something that Émile Breton, for instance,
might paint.
Then I have painted a huge mass of dune ground - thickly
painted and sticky.
And as for these two, the small marine and the potato field,
I am sure no one could tell that they are my first painted
studies.
To tell you the truth, it surprises me a little. I had
expected the first things to be a failure, though I supposed
they would improve later on; but though I say so myself, they
are not bad at all, and I repeat, it surprises me a little.
I think the reason is that before I began to paint, I had
been drawing so much and had studied perspective in order to
build up the composition of the thing I saw.
Now, since I have bought my paint and brushes, I have
drudged and worked so hard on seven painted studies that right
now I'm beat. One of them has a figure in it, a mother with her
child, in the shadow of a large tree, in tone against the dune,
on which the summer sun is shining - almost an Italian effect.
I simply couldn't restrain myself or keep my hands off it or
allow myself any rest.[Painting lost]
As you perhaps know, there is an exhibition of the Black and
White Society. There is a drawing by Mauve - a woman at a
weaving loom, probably in Drenthe - which I think superb.
No doubt you saw some of them at Tersteeg's. There are
splendid things by Israëls - including a portrait of
Weissenbruch, with a pipe in his mouth and his palette in his
hand. By Weissenbruch himself, beautiful things - landscapes
and also a marine.
There is a very large drawing by J. Maris, a splendid town
view. A beautiful W. Maris, among other things, a sow with a
litter of pigs, and cows. Neuhuys, Duchâtel, Mesdag. By
the last, besides a fine large marine, two Swiss landscapes
which I think rather stupid and dull. But the large marine is
splendid.
Israëls has four large drawings, a girl at the window,
children near a pigsty - the sketch for the little picture at
the Salon - a little old woman kindling the fire in the
twilight, at the time engraved for the Art Chronicle.
It is very inspiring to see such things, for then I perceive
how much I still have to learn.
But this much I want to tell you - while painting, I feel a
power of colour in me that I did not possess before, things of
broadness and strength.
Now I am not going to send you things at once - let it ripen
a little first - but know that I am full of ambition and
believe that for the present I am making progress. (In three
months, however, I will send something to give you an idea of
how I'm getting on.) But that is just the reason for me to
persevere and to acquire what I need.
So do not think that I am satisfied with myself from what I
say about my work - the contrary is true; but I think this much
is gained: in the future when something strikes me in nature, I
shall have more means than before with which to give it new
vigour.
And I am not displeased that what I shall make in the future
will look more attractive.
As far as I can
see, the painters who occasionally cannot work for a week or
two are not the worst ones. It may be because they are the ones
“qui y mettent leur peau,” as father Millet says.
That doesn't matter, and in my opinion one must not spare
oneself when there is something important to do. If a short
period of exhaustion follows, it will soon pass, and so much is
gained that one harvests one's studies just the way a farmer
harvests his crops. Now for myself, I have not yet thought of
taking a rest. Only yesterday, Sunday, I did not do so much -
at least I did not go out to paint. I will see to it that even
if you come this winter, you will find the studio full of
painted studies.
I had a letter from Rappard yesterday; he has been to
Drenthe, and judging from the two little sketches he sent me,
he has not been idle. He seems to work very hard and well, too
- figures as well as landscape.
Well, adieu, I must set off to work again; with a
handshake,
Yours sincerely, Vincent
It is now just two years since I began to draw in the
Borinage.
At this time, Vincent was 29 year oldSource: Vincent van Gogh. Letter to Theo van Gogh. Written 14 August 1882 in The Hague. Translated by Mrs. Johanna van Gogh-Bonger, edited by Robert Harrison, number 225. URL: https://www.webexhibits.org/vangogh/letter/11/225.htm.
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