Dear Theo,
Here are two more cartes-de-visite, to give you an idea of
that decoration for Hermans, of which these two paintings are
part.
Right now Rappard is here and sends his regards. He has made
a very beautiful study of a girl's head, and one of a farmyard,
and two small ones of ox wagons. And he intends to make several
more that will follow.
I am working on the figure of a shepherd with a wide cloak,
which is of the same size as the woman spinning.
And in addition, a study of two pollard willows, with the
yellow leaves of poplars behind, and a glimpse of the
fields.
It is extraordinarily beautiful here at present, with the
autumn effects. In a fortnight's time we shall have the real
chûte des feuilles [fall of leaves] when all the
leaves on the trees fall off in a few days.
If I have some luck with that shepherd, it will become a
figure in which there will be something of the very old
Brabant. In short, it is not ready yet, and we shall see
how it turns out.
I think you might have just replied in a few words to what I
wrote the other day, if only to clear up your own ideas
perhaps. For my part, in spite of much old and new sorrow, I
feel less and less doubt about my own future, both as to my
work and as to myself.
But I know that in both respects I shall have a hard fight,
that both my work and myself will meet with much opposition,
will make a bad impression in many cases, though not
in all.
And as to my work, every day I become keener on it, and I
get back my high spirits, as if I were twenty.
By all means I must manage to go to Antwerp sometime; often
enough in the past I sold things that the experts had declared
unsaleable. If I wanted to sell a thing then, it did not
always fall through, if I really wanted someone to take a
certain thing. And perhaps you are right, that I had better
find my own way for my work, and in short, become my own
dealer. Goodbye,
Yours sincerely, Vincent
At this time, Vincent was 31 year oldSource: Vincent van Gogh. Letter to Theo van Gogh. Written 22? October 1884 in Nuenen. Translated by Mrs. Johanna van Gogh-Bonger, edited by Robert Harrison, number 382. URL: https://www.webexhibits.org/vangogh/letter/14/382.htm.
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