My dear comrade Bernard,
Just a word to thank you for your drawings; I think they
were done a little too hastily, and I like the drawings of the
whores better; but for the rest there is an idea in all of
them. I have been overwhelmed with work lately, for the weather
is glorious, and I must make the most of the fine days, which
are short.
I cannot withdraw what I said about the price: three francs,
just for food, and then the extras! But I have no doubt that
all that Gauguin told you about the prices here is correct. But
all that I can see is that the moment of your departure to do
your military service is drawing near, and I very much wish to
induce your father to provide you with what's necessary to
fortify yourself with good food, without your work suffering
under it. Let him do the handsome thing and give you all that
is reasonable in the interval between now and the time of your
service.
I have written you insistently and repeatedly that, if you
go to Africa, you will work there, and you will see the very
scenery which you ought to see to develop your talent as a
painter and a colourist to its full extent. But this can only
be done at the expense of your poor carcass, unless before your
African hardships your father enables you to avoid getting
anemic or catching a debilitating dysentery as a result of a
lack of strengthening food.
You will either come out of this trial of your service much
stronger, strong enough for a whole artistic career - or a
broken man.
However that may be, I should be enormously delighted if you
came here, and if Gauguin came too; and then the only thing to
be regretted will be that it is winter and not the season of
fine weather.
In short, I think that, if your father made up his mind
quietly to preserve your pictures and grant you a somewhat
generous credit, he would lose less in the end than if he acted
differently. In the South one's senses get keener, one's hand
becomes more agile, one's eye more alert, one's brain clearer,
however on condition: that all this is not spoiled by dysentery
or something else of a debilitating nature. But apart from that
I venture to believe most firmly that anyone who loves artistic
work will find his productive faculties develop in the South;
but take care of your blood and take care of everything
else.
And now you will tell me perhaps that I am boring you with
all this - that you want to go to the brothel without giving a
damn about all the rest. Good heavens, it all depends, but I
cannot speak differently than I do. Art is long and life is
short, and we must be patient, while trying to sell our lives
dearly. How I wish I were your age, and could go off, knowing
what I know, to do my military service in Africa; but then I
should get myself a better body than I have now, and no
mistake!
If Gauguin and I are here together, which will probably
happen, then we shall certainly do our utmost to save you
expense; but then your father, on his part, ought to do his
utmost too, and have confidence in us, and realize that we are
not trying to do him out of more money than necessary. To do
good work one must eat well, be well housed, have one's fling
from time to time, smoke one's pipe and drink one's coffee in
peace.
I do not say that all the other things are without value, I
want to leave everybody free to do what he likes; but what I do
say is that this system seems preferable to me to a good many
others.
A hearty handshake,
Sincerely yours, Vincent
At this time, Vincent was 35 year oldSource: Vincent van Gogh. Letter to Emile Bernard. Written c. 28 September 1888 in Arles. Translated by Mrs. Johanna van Gogh-Bonger, edited by Robert Harrison, number B17. URL: https://www.webexhibits.org/vangogh/letter/18/B17.htm.
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