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Dear Theo,
Thanks for your last letter, which I received at the same
time as one from Etten. So you are back at work again; do
whatever your hand finds to do with all your strength, and a
blessing is certain. How I should have loved to accompany you
on that walk to the Heike and to Sprundel in the first
snow.
Father wrote me: “in the afternoon I had to go to the
Hoeve. Mother had ordered a carriage, but they could not drive
because the horses could not yet be calked; so I resolved to go
on foot and that kind Uncle Jan would not let me go alone, but
went with me. It was an uncomfortable expedition, but Uncle Jan
rightly observed: The devil is never so black but you can look
him in the face. We arrived and returned home safely, though
there was a storm with sleet, so that the road was slippery as
ice. It was delightful beyond words to sit comfortably together
in a nice warm room in the evening and to rest after
labour.” Shall we also go together like that to some
church someday, being sorrowful yet always rejoicing, with an
eternal joy in our hearts because we are the poor in the
Kingdom of God? God grant it.
Last Sunday evening I went to a village on the Thames called
Petersham In the morning I had been at the Sunday school in
Turnham Green, and after sunset I went from there to Richmond
and then to Petersham. Soon it became dark, and I did not know
the right way. It was a terribly muddy road, on top of a sort
of dike, the slope of which was covered with gnarled elm trees
and bushes. At last I saw a light in a little house somewhere
below the dike, and climbed and waded through the mud to reach
it; there they showed me the right way. But, boy, there was a
beautiful little wooden church with a kindly light at the end
of that dark road. I read Acts 5:14 - 16 and Acts 12:5 - 17,
Peter in prison; and then I told the story of John and
Theogenes once more. A harmonium in the church was played by a
young lady from the boarding school, the pupils of which were
all there.
In the morning it was so beautiful on the road to Turnham
Green - the chestnut trees and the clear blue sky and the
morning sun mirrored in the water of the Thames; the grass was
sparkling green and one heard the sound of church bells all
around.
The day before I had made a long hike to London. I left here
at four o'clock in the morning, and at half-past six was in
Hyde park. There the dew was lying on the grass and the leaves
were falling from the trees; in the distance one saw the pale
lights of the lamps which had not yet been put out, and the
towers of Westminster Abbey and the Houses of Parliament, and
the sun rose red in the morning mist. From there I went to
Whitechapel, the poor part of London; to Chancery Lane and
Westminster; to Clapham to visit Mrs. Loyer again, whose
birthday was the day before. I also went to Mr. Obach's to see
his wife and children again.
Then I went to Lewisham, where I arrived at the Gladwells at
half-past three. It was exactly three months since I had been
there on that Saturday when their little daughter was buried. I
spent about three hours with them, and we shared many thoughts,
too many for expression. From there I also wrote to Harry in
Paris. I hope you will meet him someday; it may easily happen
that you, too, will go to Paris. At half-past ten in the
evening I was back here, having used the underground railway
part of the way. I had been lucky enough to collect some money
for Mr. Jones.
At Petersham, I warned the community that it was going to
hear bad English, but that when I spoke I thought of the man in
the parable who said: “Have patience with me, I will pay
you fully.” Would that God comes to my assistance! At Mr.
Obach's I saw the picture, or rather sketch, by Boughton,
“The Pilgrim's Progress.” If you ever have an
opportunity to read Bunyan's Pilgrim's Progress, you will find
it greatly worth while. For my part I am exceedingly fond of
it. It is nighttime, I am still writing, copying something for
the Gladwells at Lewisham, etc.; one must strike the iron while
it is still hot, and the heart of man when it is burning within
him.
A firm handshake, kind regards to Mr. and Mrs. Tersteeg and
to the Roos, Haanebeek, Van Stockum and Mauve families.
À Dieu, believe me,
Your most affectionate brother, Vincent
[A sketch of the two churches followed the signature.]
At this time, Vincent was 23 year oldSource: Vincent van Gogh. Letter to Theo van Gogh. Written 25 November 1876 in Isleworth. Translated by Mrs. Johanna van Gogh-Bonger, edited by Robert Harrison, number 082. URL: https://www.webexhibits.org/vangogh/letter/4/082.htm.
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